Thursday, January 10, 2008

what I am and am not

I don't know all the answers to my questions on this but I know a few.

What I am not
I am not a victim
I am not expendable
I am not dangerous to myself or family
I am not the guilty part for thos acts that happened to me as a child or young woman
I am not going to give up the healing process

What I am
I am scared of what people thing once they know my secretes
I am confident in my knowledge that if I were to become dangerous to myself or others I would instatoutionalatize myself
I am firm in my beliefs that no child should ever be harmed
I am firm in my belief that children are a gift from God to be protected from the darker aspects of life at all cost
I am a survivor and I will not give up the fight for who I am
I am trying to believe that oneday society will realize the damage they have done with stigmas
I am hoping that one day the govts will learn to actually protect the children like they should
I am hoping that one day all families will cherish and protect there young
I am firm in my knowledge that I will continue to heal and that I will never be that monster


Raine said...


keepers said...

we are so proud of you!!!